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[21 Oct 2003|01:29am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | 03 5 Minutes Alone.mp3 ]

nothing special has happend...i got banned from the make out bus..(ooh i am so hurt oh gosh life is the worst..sense my enthusiasm,lol)oh well half the people on there were morons anyway....(cept heather and dyana and not briana cause she not on make out bus,but i thought she was tell i was informed differentlynbut she is still a rad chicka so i am gonna leave her on here )any way..work is good i am on the sales floor now(big checks) and tonight i got an endorsment from roach cloathing ( www.roachclothing.biz ) uber cool i think. any who go check out there link at left here...and yea ok thats it.

Fare well for now but not good bye,
You're as welcome as cancer,
But my door will always be unlocked

Joe

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[18 Oct 2003|06:56pm]

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What fashionable underground band/style are you?

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[18 Oct 2003|05:59pm]
kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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hehehehehe [18 Oct 2003|05:37pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Tantric - Morning (4:21) ]

hahaha no more musicianss block for me...thats right kiddies i just finished up 2 songs for my upcoming demo in december featuring Jarrod Taylor of in reverent fear...any who the song list is as follows:
1.Whispers
2.Yours
3.Once upon a fallen memory
4.long lost emotion
5. Tears of a cold dead sky


ok feel free to post..when the demo comes out ,and for some strange reason you wanna copy( like your my friend and you wanna boast about me) then lemme know and i will get you one

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[18 Oct 2003|03:10pm]
Layer 1
-- Name: Joe
-- Birth date: Feb.14(valentines day)
-- Birthplace: San Jose,Ca
-- Current Location: Pittsburg,Ca
-- Eye: Brown
-- Hair: really short/dar brown
-- Height: 5'8
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Hispeurotrash(puerto rican,scotch,irish,german,english & dutch)
-- Your weakness: not being able to say no as much as i would like to
-- Your shoes you wore today: Payless shoes(i am po')
-- Your fears: being alone
-- Your perfect pizza: delivery
-- Goal you'd like to achieve:graduate luthier school/get married/get signed

LAYER THREE
-- Your thoughts first waking up: ima loser
-- Your best physical feature: not quite sure(you tell me,seriously lady's tell me)
-- Your bedtime: whenever Im tired
-- Your most missed memory: Hangen with my buddy holly in fresno

LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
-- Single or group dates: either or
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappucino

LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: not anymore (SxE)
-- Cuss: some yes but i am tryen to quit
-- Sing: i try to ...but it doesnt sound very good
-- Take a shower everyday: i have to
-- Have a crush: sorta
-- Do you think you've been in love: once upon a fallen memory
-- Want to go to college: does luthiery school count?
-- Want to get married: yup
-- Believe in yourself: not really
-- Get motion sickness: noo
-- Think you're attractive: i think i might gave a good personality but as far as being zesty goes, no in the slightest i could be wrong but ya
-- Think you're a health freak: sorta
-- Get along with your parents: i guess so
-- Like thunderstorms: I think they are relaxing
-- Play an instrument: guitar

LAYER 6: in the past months
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: ew no
-- Eaten sushi: ugh never have and never will
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: haha yep one of the things i am actually good at
-- Gone skinny dipping: does taken a bath count?
-- Dyed your hair: does tipping count?
-- Stolen anything: no

LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: oh yes haha
-- Been called a tease: no?
-- Gotten beaten up: never

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: at least 23 or so
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1-2 tristan reyth (boy), and Shelley Jane (girl)
-- Describe your dream wedding: in church ruins in the country side(prefer in europe)
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep so I dont have to suffer
-- Where you want to go to college:Reberto-Ven Luthiery school
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a musician that please the worlds ears
-- What country would you most like to visit: Scotland

LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? Blue/green
-- Best hair color? Brown,Black,any type of blonde,auburn,no bright reds(yucky)
-- Short or long hair: depends on the girl
-- Height: 5'3 or taller
-- Best weight: 120 or so
-- Best articles of clothing: whatever they want
-- Best first date location: dont matter to me
-- Best first kiss location: wherever?

LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: does tylenol and caffiene count?
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: like 2
-- Number of CDs that I own: like 60 something
-- Number of piercings: used to both ears and lebret,but i might get my ears redone
-- Number of tattoos: 1
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: umm i dont know
-- Number of scars on my body: tomany
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 4-5

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[18 Oct 2003|03:31am]
Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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[18 Oct 2003|03:24am]
Jeff Hardy, Rey Mysterio
A High-flying risk taker is natural to you and you
will do anything to please the crowd.


What wrestler are you?
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screw poeple [18 Oct 2003|02:58am]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | Match Book Romance-Tiger Lily (3:03) ]

Life is so stupid sometimes...I swear I went to work today and had to watch this 8 hour training program for sales reps. and I memorized the book and the program which contains the exact same crap...and you have to get 100% on the final test and even tho all of my answers were exact and right..I still got an 86 % and I have taken the test like 4 times now...and finaly I said screw it...any way I am just tired of people..and dumb crap I am tired of caring for people and they give you some stupid reason on why they cant date you like: I am trying to figure out my life and all that garbage...and I swear, if a chick doesnt think I am good looken or what ever ,then they need to be straight up and tell me ...not make up dumb excuses...no girl could ever make me feel crappy for her not liking me..cause I am used to not being liked and I am tired of being the only friend with out a girlfriend..every one else is with someone...so its hard to hang out with them when I want cause they are always with there girlfriends or boy friends or what ever..and thats lame...and I am tired of dumb chicks tellen me: oh you have a chance with me but I like so and so as well ...freaking pick some one! quit playing stupid high school head games....I really wish I had a band to jam with cause some times I get really mad and i wanna hurt myself or others and I dont wanna do that so I need a band so I can write really pissed off music....and I finally realized that the one person I thought I loved...well I dont love them any more....I mean I love them as a friend but I dont want to love nor can I be in love with that person....and i hate people who call me wierd and stuff for deciding to change my appearence because i dont wanna look and dress like i am 15...if I choose to where trendy white boy clothes ..and you dont like it ,well then screw you! learn to except it..I dont rag you for what you wear dont rag me for what I wear and dont rag me for who I am or or how I act cause I dont do stuff like that to you guys(I name no names)...and now on a happyer note...once again i am on the single's "playing field" ..and I am very much looking,lol, so if any ladys are interested in me(not to say I am wonderful or anything cause I dont think I am)dont be afraid to give me a holler(that means comment me,even if it isnt cause your interested..just comment cause your my friend,or so i hope).....and on a final note,but not a good bye


You're as welcome as cancer,
but my door is always unlocked

(Stab Me)

twilight zone [15 Oct 2003|11:36pm]
ok odd night...i got paid finally(blingen,lol) and i cash my check and go to the mall cause i need some new threads...i go like every where..hollisters,anchor blue,and abercrombie american eagle et. all of them jad pants that cost like $1,000,000,000,000 for one pair of pants...so i decided just for the heck of it i go to aeropostal...try ond some clothes...and liked em...and bought...so i go to franks to pick up racheal but she never came over...so i change my clothes at franks house,lol cause my other clothes were shitty looken so any way after i changed i went to sam and even wierder...one of his many goregeous chick friends says that i am really cute...notice this happens after i dress trendy....WTF!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

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[14 Oct 2003|08:41pm]
dominant
You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!


What kind of kiss are you?
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the world of morons [14 Oct 2003|07:11pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

ok i have been working for GC for almost a month now and i still havent gotten my freaking pay check they are freaking 6 days late...every one in the entire freaking store including the new guy who started a week after me got his chek but not me...WTF?!?!?!?!?!?! i swear i think i deserve extra compensation for this...a guy has bills to pay and cause of the morons at guitar center i cant pay them...i swear if i dont get payed tomorrow likle they say i am going to i am, gonna sue ok i am done comment me...no wait i am not done...i wanted to get my guitar fixed up but no cant now...no money i want to take a friend of mine to dinner and a movie or maybe lunch but i can....ok i am gonna wuit now i am being emo..and to top it all off i am lonely as allhell i dont have a life out side of work i miss my friends alot...and i wanna g/f to hang out with any takers?...any way comment me...ya you ,behind the monitor

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[12 Oct 2003|04:54am]
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woo [11 Oct 2003|12:52am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | In Reverent Fear - Yearbook Signing Party (5:03) ]

ok so things are going good, the new job is still very awesome,lol I am getting a new acoustic, a deluxe Gibson songwriter,its costing me a pretty penny($1100) ,and in December I am hopefully going to be recording a three or four song demo at Hands On Studios in Antioch,lol(Garrett ,that's you buddy)any way and there is a very high possibility that the extremely talented jarred Taylor (of the awesomely talented band, In Reverent Fear) will be doing a guest appearance on a few of the songs ...which is mad great so yea woo for me....check out www.inreverentfear.com

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[09 Oct 2003|11:18pm]
http://montana.gibson.com/guitars/Hummingbird/songwriterdeluxecut.html

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[09 Oct 2003|05:40pm]
Dark_Angel
Night


?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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whatever [09 Oct 2003|12:25am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | FLAW - 10-BEST I AM (4:36) ]

these last few days have been cool besides getten to hang out with Taj at Sam's last week...I dunno I have been working a lot and its been hard I am tired and my body hurts and I dunno I have really been hurting inside too I feel alone a lot and I dunno ,un important I guess...I am being emo tonight and whining about how lonely I am ..but its true I am hella lonely and its weak I mean I spend 10 hours everyday of my life at work and I come home to nothing..and everyday its the same routine...oh well that's my life...any who on a brighter note hopefully soon I am gonna be puten out a 3 song demo for those who care and are interested in a copy..its will be titled : Sonance In Restlessness...ooh and I am getten this oh so sweet acoustic guitar(Taylor 814 ce) its costing me like $1700 and its so pretty looken and even prettier sounding any way I am done gotta go to bed got work in the mourn.

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discontent [04 Oct 2003|02:21am]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | Maroon 5 - Harder to Breathe (2:53) ]

ok these last 2 days have been weird I guess...I have been worken a lot ..like 10 hours a day literally...and so last night after work I went to Sam's home warming party...and there were like 200 people there every one was pretty much plastered...great,any way I saw Taj there got to talk with her for a few that was fun I could sit and shoot the breeze with her for hours,lol....but then her and her friend had to go somewhere so she left and then I went out side to talk with gremlin...and some dude that really looks like fabio came up and called me a little B*TCH...not kosher...any way so I just wandered around most of the night cause I couldn't do a whole lot, seeing how I don't drink or smoke(SxE) and then Sam was asken me if I got Taj's number yet and I said no cause I am afraid too....I'm a wuss and I don't think she could be interested in me...cause I am nothen special and I am sure their are better guys out there ...any way I told Sam that I am really attracted to her and and just from what I do know about her and stuff that I really dig her..so he then lead me to look like an ass by assuming that she likes me ( and I don't think she does) and that we are gonna hook up ( I doubt that too) and so after all that crap I went off and mingled and thought about what he said and to an extennt it made sense,like my last relationship last like 4 months...I was sorta kinda technically engaged.i really cared about the person, I really thought they cared about me,I guess somethen was wrong cause she is with another guy, so I rushed in to shit and assumed a lot of things and it burned to ashes...and now I realize that I can like Taj all I want but I need to chill and just worry about me I guess,yet I don't completely want too wanna work on me and get money saved and get my music back on track..but I also want some one to share my time with and to help me e straighten things out and get organized I really want some oone to share with and hang out with...and I don't mean that like I just dig Taj..(I mean I dig her, but I dig other chicks first so yea don't get any wrong ideas or what ever....any way folks I am tired its 2 am and I need sleep so comment me...ya you...behind the monitor...reply to the post!

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woo [30 Sep 2003|11:55pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Evanescence - Going Under (3:35) ]

ok so i went to the doctors today cause i hadnt been there in 5 years,lol...so they tested me for like every possible disease and everything came back negative and they gave me a tetnis shot...my nurse was a bit creepy....so anywho my job is going great...been almost 2 weeks and i still injoy it..amazing,lol...anyway i get paid next week which is good cause i need money so i can buy some stuff(guitar equipment) so i can hook up with a band or somethen...ooh and i had this rad idea....i wanna start a hardcore band called patio soldiers....and yea i i have been frustrated lately alot cause i have cause i have had like a billion under age chicks wanten to go out with me and ya know its kinda annoying cause they think i am this wonderful guy..cause ya know i dont know how to be mean to woman...so they think i am so great...oh and they think i am so great cause i am an older guy and like thats a retarded reason to like me...i mean it would be great if they were all like 18-19 but there not and thats gay...so i am flattered but yet annoyed cause well i dont think i am that great of a person and i am not as zesty as they think i am says me any way....coment me!...ya you....behind the monitor..do it now! j/k you dont have to

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[29 Sep 2003|05:57pm]
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fuck! [23 Sep 2003|12:54am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Mad At Gravity - Walk Away (Acoustic) (3:47) ]

i am being emo toonight...i am having a stupid week just deeling with dumb bullshit...i swear everywhere i go some asshole has topo start shit...or i have to disappoint some one, fuck!
shjits hard..on a brighter note i start my new job at GC...replay..ya you!...be hind the monitor

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